So after 3 years of really second to non relationship with almost a year exception we finally come to an end. My girlfriend, Irina Andrea Iosub, broke up wtih me.Shocked?Â MosÂ def…AsÂ opposedÃ‚Â toÂ her,IÂ wasÂ reallyÂ intoÂ her,Â theÂ newsÂ caughtÂ meÂ completelyÂ offÂ guard.Â IÂ thoughtÂ thatÂ itÂ wasÂ justÂ aÂ downÂ periodÂ butÂ laterÃ‚Â shemakeÂ sureÂ it was over. Over over over for good.Painful?Â LikeÃ‚Â noÂ anestesiaSoÂ thisÂ isÂ myÂ firstÂ realÂ meaningfulÂ breakÂ upÂ inÂ myÂ life.Â SoÂ IÂ guessÂ isÂ meantÂ toÂ beÂ hard.Â The problem is how to bounce back and also ask if a new relationship is really worth it. For better or worst this was a LD realtionship which means there was no relationship on daily bases. What I mean is that taking the sex-hunger aside, do I really wan to have someone else in my life? I am not sure. I actually think I am just more used to be by myself.AlsoÂ aÂ tasteÂ ofÂ noÂ attachmentsÂ startÂ growingÂ onÂ meÂ thruÂ theÂ dayÂ inÂ theÂ senseÂ thatÂ IÂ dontÂ haveÂ toÂ beÂ thereÂ forÂ herÂ checkingÂ emailsÂ andÂ IMthatÂ meansÂ thatÂ IÂ nowÂ amÂ ableÂ toÂ focusÂ onÂ otherÂ things. But now I am feeling an unvelievable feeling of just getting on the next place out of this country. I guess I didn’t learn my lesson on LD.WellÂ toÂ beÂ honest,Â IÂ don’tÂ thinkÂ thisÂ wasÂ anÂ LDÂ situation,Â sinceÂ weÂ lastedÂ soÂ longÂ onÂ LDÂ thatÂ itÂ wasÂ reallyÂ notÂ aÂ matterÂ ofÂ beingÂ appartÂ morethanÂ aÂ matterÂ ofÂ notÂ beingÃ‚Â inÂ touch.Â WeÂ hadÂ surviveÂ notÂ beingÂ togetherÂ before. But we haven’t been so disconnected from each other.I hope we can talk soon anyway, I realize that even if we move on a next stage we keep at least touch of each other. Right now I have so much media of what happened so far that I just don’t want to let go off copletely. She is also an amazing person to just leave.GoodÃ‚Â byeÂ Irina,Â baby,Â you’llÂ beÂ missed.